2009- NEW YEAR - 2009

7 Feb 2009

(新的)心的知觉感觉

没了开心的知觉;
悲伤冻结了快乐。


有了恐惧的感觉;
心被收藏起来了,
不愿与他人分享,
不再像以前那么天真单纯。


思想也变了;
只知要保护自己,
不想再心碎;心灵受创。

3 Feb 2009

my most recent feeling



- 4 months -

in fact,
i used to be waiting~and waiting~

waiting for him to turn back;

assumed that he was just lost his way;
assumed that he will realized the correct road to choose.



until yesterday,

i am awake
i realized everything is gone.


i realized everything cannot be turn back.
he never ever feel regret,
he felt it is the right decision.


And
i called up him
and told him,

i had make a decision:

GIVE UP of him



let go of everything in the past

stay happy for my future.





**feel released; NO more SUFFER in me; NO more TEARS from me;

NO more WORRIES for my dear frens n family.**



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:Just to shared:

-Quote from MIST's blog-


Once he belongs to you?

Once he belongs to You
and Now he belongs to Others
It tells how easily for a relationship to break up
What left are just hurt memories and old types of rubbish
The bears .. that he gave for birthday
The flowers.. that mark down the valentine happiness
The songs.. that he sangs as a lullaby
The photos.. that taken together

What is so serious is that they share common friends.
Friends know that the guy had left
For a pretty girl!
For a Distance Problem!
For a Lonely Mistake!
What else more is that the guy are just a F**ker.

"Come on! F**ker! "
You know what! You have lose a diamond !
Pretty girls are hard to entertain....
(Mist LOL in hearts)
The guy have just downgraded himself from a boss to a servant.


Always i am telling my friends that there are lots of hopes in the earth
Either Grap it or Leave it.
Since this is not ur faith.. Leave it babe..
He is just a jerk that do not worth any of ur tears
Smile my dear..
Prove to him that you should live happier than him.

P/s: I will Laugh for you First (^o^)




** I should prove to him that i would lead a happy life even though without him**